And I know it’s hard living so far away. I know we fight constantly and we don’t agree on everything. But we -can- agree on one thing; we love each other. No matter how tough it gets, no matter how fucked up we are, we’re going to see this through. It will be worth it in the end. We’ve come so far and I can’t let things go. I know I act like I don’t care, but I really do. I’m just scared.
I’m a hypocrite, I lie, I go back on my word, etc. Overall, I’m a pretty shitty person sometimes. But I don’t want you to go. I can’t let this end, not after everything that’s happened…
Please don’t fight me anymore, I can’t stand it. The distance is what is REALLY killing us, I have no doubt in my mind that we would be much better off living together. I’ll make sure that happens if we can just find a way somehow.
You can say “yeah right” or “sure” or anything you want; I LOVE YOU.